The Hypnotist's Love Story...

It's been a long time I didn't post anything to my blog so I think to start blogging back maybe I should share with you guys about the recent activities that I've done...

Yesterday I went to the mall just to buy a book for me to read...coz this holiday is kind of boring so I went to the bookstore and I got this book...


My habit when surfing for books is that I look at the plot synopsis and then I will read the first chapter first because I think that if at the first chapter its already start to get boring so I won't buy it...but when I take this book its was all been wrapped and none of this book has been unwrapped so I just bought it and I just hope that this book is going to be a fun read....

Just want to share with you guys I really enjoy this book...like I already at the half of this book today...its kinda a little bit thick book but it really fun to read...and I've been loving it...

Give up on you...

I already give up on you....and I think that the best way I can do...because you never show me that you did have a feeling towards me...so I decided to move on...the last time I met you..you were so cold towards me...I feel like you really don't have a feelings toward me...maybe I'm the one that think you like me...how stupid I am...or maybe because poor to myself because never exprience "the first love" that I think a lot of people already exprience it...maybe I'm the only one that not lucky enough to feel that kind of love....I don't know maybe I just should give up on everything...maybe I'm destined won't ever feel that kind of love....

You guys are not a good friends...

For such a long time you and me become friends...we even make a group name for our friendship...and that name also represent for the 4 of us...how come one of you guys keep on need to wait for me text you guys first then later you can remember me...somehow I know you guys keep in touch together without me know anything...do I need to text you guys first??can't you text me first??its like I'm the only one that still love this group...you know what the most heartache that I ever in my life when I was friend with you guys??the 3 of you went to a such wonderful place and having so much fun without me...what kind of friendship is this anyway??if we were friends you should remember me...maybe you guys keep on look at me I'm fine with what you guys done...but do you how pain deep inside of my heart??The promises that been done...none of you fulfill that promises...

Can't go back home this week...

This week I can't go back home...because the polytechnic is having a program starting from tomorrow until tuesday...but thank God...we don't really need to go that program...so I can spend my time to study or doing some other work...this week it keeps on raining just like the way my heart feel...somehow tomorrow got a bbq party with my classmates....

Sad week...

This week is really a sad week because I only can go back home on Saturday and need to get back on Sunday...my mum and my dad already pray for me can come back home on Friday but still can't...I'm just praying that I the class is going to get cancel...and I'm just hoping that Allah will make my dreams comes true....

Tough week...

This week is really going to be the most tough week and the most challenging my heart because there is a lot of test that need to get done with....the thing that I hate the most is that I need to stay two more weeks at here if there is a microeconomics replacement class....I really hope the lecturer will make another time not on this Saturday and Sunday..even my mum and my dad wanted me to go back home...I really really want to go back home like seriously....:(

Poor to myself...

It's going to be sad things if I need to stay at here for two weeks..because my roommate is going to back home left me all alone...and for that 2 days I've got a replacement class...even that person already asking me whether I'm going to back home next week or not...:) I hope that my mum and my dad doa is going to happen because they wanted me to go back home next week....Ya Allah I hope next week I can go back home and meet with that person....

Solemn day....

Today is really the day that I really don't have my mood...and I didn't even talk much with my friends....even at the class also I just keep silents...until my friends realizes that today I didn't talk much....she was asking me whether I'm fine or not...I just said to her that I'm just fine and nothing's wrong with me....but actually deep inside my heart I'm feeling really so awful today...sometimes I feel like I don't want to study at here anymore....but I'm still at here because of my parents..and I feel like I'm really going to waste my first semester just like that...just 1 month left(I'm not sure coz I didn't count it) I'm going to go through my final exams....just wish me a good luck everyone....

Trying to forget about this one person....

I wanna try to forget about this one person...because this person already make me feel a little bit upset...so trying my best to forget about that person...that person also acting so arrogant these days..so deserve that person right...definitely when I'm coming home next week I won't talk with that person...just wanna see how that person going to treat me when I'm at ther...

The tears won't stop falling....

These two days I don't know why I really miss my home so badly....I wanna meet my mum and my dad and also my brother...maybe this happen because the dorm life at here was really sucks...every night they're making programmes...when I can find the time for me to read books??for of course after getting back to dorm after class is really tired...the first thing that I'm trying to do for of course getting some rest....I don't know why the dorm life at here was really sucks...if I compared at this place with other places...they don't really have a lot of programs during at night...even on Saturday and Sunday I can study at here..but I can't because of the activities they did...for what purpose they doing that??it won't give any benefit to us....does this university life/ dorm life is just like this??if it a yes I feel a little bit regret wanted to further my studies...

Impossible...

Between me and you I feel it is really impossible..because I think that you don't feel like what I feel...my heart feel the same just like this songs...

An unexpected situation....

On Monday..when at my mum stall I was teasing my cousin sister with this guy friends because last Saturday when this guy friends came to my mum stall he wears a yellow shirt and at that time my cousin sisters was also wearing a yellow shirt...so this guy on Sunday I make an open house for the last day of Eid Mubarak and before that I joke with this guy to bring his friends to my house I didn't expected that he will really bring his firends...but it was really funny looking at my cousin sister feeling really shy...hehehe...there is this one guy friends(different guy from the yellow one) he kinda good looking too but I don't know...yes he might have the characteristics that I wanted in a guy but I don't know...maybe because I'm waiting for this one person only...the situation start at here where my cousin sister asking this guy to introduce me to his friends and asking this guy to give it to me this guy friends number...at that time it was a really an unexpected situation...I don't know what the guy might think about me...maybe he would think something bad about me wasn't it??I feel very awful right now....:(

Busy week...

This week was really a busy week..with a lot of test and quiz that need to get done with....plus this week can't go back home...and going to miss this one person that is so special deep inside of my heart...

Part of me...

I wish that you know what I feel towards you...

and this songs is kinda part of me...

Falling for you...

I don't know what to say but one thing that I'm sure is that I think I'm falling for you just like this songs...

Miss My Home...

This week can't go back home...coz the dorm have some activities and it was for the National Day and also celebrating the Eid Mubarak...so after the celebration of the National Day I just wait to go outing with my mum and dad...and I don't why it feel so sad when I see both of them...deep inside my heart it really is so painful..but I hide my tears behind them..coz I don't want them to feel sad for me...I'm trying my best to appreciate what they have done for me all this time by giving them a good results that will make them feel proud....I love you Mum and Dad...

POLITEKNIK SULTAN AZLAN SHAH

Class: DAT1B

Registration Number:15DAT12F1049

Academic Advisor: En. Muhd Kamal bin Mat Desa