The tears won't stop falling....

These two days I don't know why I really miss my home so badly....I wanna meet my mum and my dad and also my brother...maybe this happen because the dorm life at here was really sucks...every night they're making programmes...when I can find the time for me to read books??for of course after getting back to dorm after class is really tired...the first thing that I'm trying to do for of course getting some rest....I don't know why the dorm life at here was really sucks...if I compared at this place with other places...they don't really have a lot of programs during at night...even on Saturday and Sunday I can study at here..but I can't because of the activities they did...for what purpose they doing that??it won't give any benefit to us....does this university life/ dorm life is just like this??if it a yes I feel a little bit regret wanted to further my studies...