Solemn day....

Today is really the day that I really don't have my mood...and I didn't even talk much with my friends....even at the class also I just keep silents...until my friends realizes that today I didn't talk much....she was asking me whether I'm fine or not...I just said to her that I'm just fine and nothing's wrong with me....but actually deep inside my heart I'm feeling really so awful today...sometimes I feel like I don't want to study at here anymore....but I'm still at here because of my parents..and I feel like I'm really going to waste my first semester just like that...just 1 month left(I'm not sure coz I didn't count it) I'm going to go through my final exams....just wish me a good luck everyone....