Someone came into my life part 2

Right after I saw him I ask for a confirmation from him whether he really dress the way that I just saw him... and he said YES!!! then I ask him to met at the place that I wait for my friend whose waiting to buy their food... and then we really met face to face..and I actually really suprised that we wear the same color shirt.. right after we return my friend told me that I need to know whether he act different right after met with me...and a lot of worries already came into my mind because I need to set my mind set that he might act different right after met with me..and my friend also tell me that whether he want a further relationship with me..he can't just wechat with me all the time...

For few days we just keep wechat with each other..until one night he ask do I have a whatsapp...for of course I have and for a whatsapp they need to have phone number...I even ask my friend how to handle this situation..my friend said just gave him my number..and I DID!!! right after I gave him my number.. he keep texting me and he kinda sometimes flirting with me about becoming his girlfriend...I just make it as a jokes because if he really want to become someone to me he definitely ask truly to me right????.... so for now I just maintain as a friend to him...

Oh if you guys are wondering about the guy that I like for 8 years...he totally not in my heart anymore..I don't know how..but I do realize that after I know this new person this guy totally out of my heart and my head...for once he always been in my mind and my hearts...everything that I did I always keep thinking about him...but know it's not him anymore...

Someone came into my life..

Hi everyone...
it's been such a long time I didn't write anything at my blog since I've been busy with the class and I only left with 1 more semester right after I finish with this semester..

I just wanna share with you guys about this new person that just came into my life...it happens one month before if I'm not mistaken...I've known him through the Wechat..you know when you active the people nearby everyone can easily track your wechat id...after all of the boys that trying to add me as their friend none of them I approve as my friend..but somehow this person make me feel different...he make me feel like want to get to know him..and I actually didn't approve him right away..the next day when me and my friend was suppose to do work right after our programme..I ask my friend opinion about him does he look find to them...they even say he look just fine and they said I should try to get know to people..at first I kinda afraid of it because I totally don't like to know people through phone..my friend gave me courage to know new people and just be friends with them..and I did take a risk during that time and approve his request.. right after I approve he sent me a message to thanks me for the approvement and during that time we just got known about a basic thing...

At first we're not messaging too often there's only a certain time that he will sent a message to me..Until one time he ask me to met face to face..the first time he ask me I really don't agree because I think it way too fast and then the second time he ask I agree with it and we promise at where we should go meet...I met with him during the night market because I was kinda shy to met him and he also kinda shy to met with me...but first I wanna share with you guys before that I told him that I'm kinda a fat person and he said he wouldn't mind because he prefer my type...I'm kinda suprised to his answers during that time actually..back to the story at the night market..my friends already saw him and ask me whether it is truly him because I did show them his pics..at first I didn't recognize him but then I really take a closer look and it totally him...I keep hiding when I already saw him and he didn't saw me at first...

                                                                                                               To be continued.....

Get Away From Me...

Hi everyone!!!!

It's been such a long time I didn't update my blog...

So today I won't share with you guys any of my book haul or what because I didn't go buy any other books because I've already continue furthering my studies for my third semester... I am really busy for this semester... but today I wanna share with you guys about my heart toward to the guy that I love for 8 years...

Nowadays, I really didn't even remember at him and even if I even thought about him it just only a feeling of nothing... maybe this time is really the time I'm letting go of him from me... because I think it would be just a waste of time waiting for him that I don't even know if he did really likes me or not... Somehow when I really letting go of him everyone keep on talking about him to me... I think that is a test from Allah to know whether I really can bare with the heartbreak feeling if I let go of him from my mind... I really need to prove to my own self and to everyone that thought that I'm not going to be able to forget about him or not... BUT I CAN PROVE THAT TO EVERYONE THAT HE IS NO LONGER IN MY HEART!!!!!!

I think if I can let go of him I can be in much more peaceful heart and I don't need to think about someone that I'm not 100% sure that he is the one for me or not...

So that what I wanna share with you guys...hope you guys enjoy it... and this story is suitable with the title Get Away from Me...

# Love the song from Khalil Underwood Getaway.. hope you guys can hear the song and give your comment about it....

My latest book haul!!!

I'm so sorry because I've been gone for such a long time...So today I would like to share with you guys my book haul that I didn't share with you guys so let me present to you guys the book that I've bought recently...

1.  Divergent & Insurgent by Veronica Roth...


2.   Anna and the French Kiss by Stephanie Perkins...




3.  The Selection by Kiera Cass...



4.   Matched by Ally Condie...



So that is what I bought recently...from number 1 until 3 I have faith that this book is gonna be a really fun reading...but for number 4 I don't pretty have faith that this book is gonna that fun like the other books..because I take a look at other people review on the book everyone kinda don't really like the story..but as for me I think its gonna be a fun reading...well I won't know until I read it right? So I hope you guys like what I show to you guys and thanks for stopping by at my blog!!!

Long time no see....

Hi guys sorry for such a long time didn't wrote anything at my blog I've been so busy with my final exam...and I also didn't have much time to read the new books that I've bought last time...Now my semester break is on and now is the time that I can read all the books that I've bought from last time... First of all I wanna share with you guys what books that I've bought from last time...cause it been such a long time I didn't post anything to my blog so here it is...

1.  I've finally found the box set of the trylle series and I've already finish reading it...and I really love this series so much cause I just can't get my eyes of this book...Amanda Hocking is totally my favourite author...I really love all of her book because I also read her watersong series book...and I also found the book also totally amazing...I'm really looking forward to all of her book series...

2. I've just finish read this book yesterday...and it was really awesome the story was really something that I've never expected... now I can't wait to buy the next book of this series which is, Tidal that going to release on June 2013..I'm not sure what is the date of this book going to release but seriously I really need to check on the bookstore that nearby me.. I just can't wait to read the next sequel of this series...

3. I don't know what this story is going to be like because I was kinda like just grab it during I was browsing the book during that time...somehow I think a lot of Christopher Pike book was awesome...so I trusted my favourite author by choosing another book of him..I hope this book is going to be awesome...

4. I also choose this book because during that time there wasn't a lot of book at that time because the bookstore was kinda just get a new arrival and from what I've seen the new book that arrived was more like a childish book...and I've heard a lot of Sarah Ockler so I was kinda like put this book in my shopping basket...I've just starting to read this book so I hope this book won't really dissapointed me..I also heard from everybody that this her most sweetest book so I hope its going to be a fun read...

5.   
Of course the most book that I really wanna buy during that time would be my favourite vampire series is theThirst series by Christopher Pike..and luckily during that time the last book of the series already available at the bookstore...I was like almost scream at it because at that I wanna buy all of this series without I need to go back and forth to the bookstore just to buy the next series of this book...and I'm really looking forward to this book...

So there you go..that was the book that I bought last time before I get busy with my final exam...hope you guys can share your opinion about the book that I've bought from last time...and I will post any new stories from me.... bye2... :D

The books that I've already bought...

Okay I wanna share with you guys last time I've post that I'm gonna buy books the 5 of them together but sudenly I've changed my mind...and I've bought the first series of the watersong,Wake...and I've also bought The Summer I Pretty and also We'll Always Have Summer...and actually I've already finish read the book...and it was really awesome can't wait to buy the second book of the series... so right now I don't know what more books I should buy because my friends said we're gonna get the book voucher...and I wanna use the voucher to buy the books...I really can't wait to buy the books at the bookstore later....and somehow I still didn't finish read the summer series yet...but I think I will try to look at the recent book that the bookstore got at there...or I might buy the books that is the bestselling...because a lot of those book that got the bestselling book was definitely going to be a really awesome books...so can't really wait to go to the bookstore and start to shop for books....

The books that I'm gonna buy...

The next holiday I'm gonna buy books to fill in my holiday activities than sitting at home doing nothing...
 So here is the book list that I'm gonna buy...
I might going to buy 5 or 6 books...I'm not sure yet but I already have something in my head what I want to buy...

 I'm kind of obsessed with this series so for of course I wanna bought the second of this series...

I already have the second book of this series so I think that I should have the first book of this series...

 because of I already have the second book so I want to finish the series I'm going to buy the last or third of this series...anyway this book was really awesome and I really enjoy reading it...it is a really fun summer read...I really recommend you guys this book...

 Actually this book already came out last year..this book already got on my eyes even before it came out..but I don't know I just don't have the opportunity to buy it at that time...so I think now its the right time for me to buy this series...

 I really want to buy this book...I already take a look at the synopsis online...and I think that this book is going to really awesome....


That is the book that I wanna buy...I know some of them are series...you guys might be questioning why I keep buying the series separately...for my opinion I think that if I wanna buy a series I will buy one by one first because I don't wanna waste my money if the series is not really that fun...so if  the book is fun I will buy the next book of the series...from there also its going to keep make me feel excited to buy the next book of the series...

I'm telling you guys that I am really excited to buy this book...just wait my next post I will post to everyone that I already bought the book...I might try to snap a picture of me choosing the book also...its getting me very excited just by thinking about it...

Just wait for my next post...have a nice weekend you guys...

My Book Collection

I just wanna share with you guys my book collection...

Now let me share with you guys the one roll that got Twilight book was the roll of my old books...but there is some of them is still new...it got mix with the new one because I was just organizing my bookshelf...somehow a lot of it was my old books...

Then the next one is my latest book collection...the most recently that I'm reading is the the Thirst no.1...I really love that series eventhough I know it is a old book because I still remember that time when I was buying the Twilight book it also at there at that time...I bought that book this lately because I don't know what I want to read so I just bought it...but somehow thank God I bought it or else I'll never how good was the series is...

So that is my book collection that I wanna share with you guys...so I hope someone will response to my blog...and tell me you guys opinion about the books that I have...

I know you guys might realizes that there is some of the series I have but I didn't complete it...I'm thinking of buying them for my next holiday...

I'm gonna update my next blog what books that I'm gonna buy...

The starting of 2013

Today I'm having a holiday for the new year...so didn't have a class for the first day of 2013...
But somehow I just felt really sad today...I smile when I'm with my friends...
Deep inside of my heart I feel really sad today...far away from home celebrating the new year...
Also far away from the guy that I like...I don't know if he have the same feeling towards me..I always keep checking out his status at his bbm....sometimes I feel like my character is the same like the character of this one women in the book that I've recently post..its like an obsession...I hope its not...because its kind of scary I'm afraid that I won't let someone else get into my heart...the most I'm afraid of is that I'm afraid that there will be no love between us...But I think I can forget about him because these days when I met with him I don't feel anything anymore towards him...The heart beat that I always felt when I met with him is no longer exist....

The Hypnotist's Love Story...

It's been a long time I didn't post anything to my blog so I think to start blogging back maybe I should share with you guys about the recent activities that I've done...

Yesterday I went to the mall just to buy a book for me to read...coz this holiday is kind of boring so I went to the bookstore and I got this book...


My habit when surfing for books is that I look at the plot synopsis and then I will read the first chapter first because I think that if at the first chapter its already start to get boring so I won't buy it...but when I take this book its was all been wrapped and none of this book has been unwrapped so I just bought it and I just hope that this book is going to be a fun read....

Just want to share with you guys I really enjoy this book...like I already at the half of this book today...its kinda a little bit thick book but it really fun to read...and I've been loving it...

Give up on you...

I already give up on you....and I think that the best way I can do...because you never show me that you did have a feeling towards me...so I decided to move on...the last time I met you..you were so cold towards me...I feel like you really don't have a feelings toward me...maybe I'm the one that think you like me...how stupid I am...or maybe because poor to myself because never exprience "the first love" that I think a lot of people already exprience it...maybe I'm the only one that not lucky enough to feel that kind of love....I don't know maybe I just should give up on everything...maybe I'm destined won't ever feel that kind of love....

You guys are not a good friends...

For such a long time you and me become friends...we even make a group name for our friendship...and that name also represent for the 4 of us...how come one of you guys keep on need to wait for me text you guys first then later you can remember me...somehow I know you guys keep in touch together without me know anything...do I need to text you guys first??can't you text me first??its like I'm the only one that still love this group...you know what the most heartache that I ever in my life when I was friend with you guys??the 3 of you went to a such wonderful place and having so much fun without me...what kind of friendship is this anyway??if we were friends you should remember me...maybe you guys keep on look at me I'm fine with what you guys done...but do you how pain deep inside of my heart??The promises that been done...none of you fulfill that promises...

Can't go back home this week...

This week I can't go back home...because the polytechnic is having a program starting from tomorrow until tuesday...but thank God...we don't really need to go that program...so I can spend my time to study or doing some other work...this week it keeps on raining just like the way my heart feel...somehow tomorrow got a bbq party with my classmates....

Sad week...

This week is really a sad week because I only can go back home on Saturday and need to get back on Sunday...my mum and my dad already pray for me can come back home on Friday but still can't...I'm just praying that I the class is going to get cancel...and I'm just hoping that Allah will make my dreams comes true....

Tough week...

This week is really going to be the most tough week and the most challenging my heart because there is a lot of test that need to get done with....the thing that I hate the most is that I need to stay two more weeks at here if there is a microeconomics replacement class....I really hope the lecturer will make another time not on this Saturday and Sunday..even my mum and my dad wanted me to go back home...I really really want to go back home like seriously....:(

Poor to myself...

It's going to be sad things if I need to stay at here for two weeks..because my roommate is going to back home left me all alone...and for that 2 days I've got a replacement class...even that person already asking me whether I'm going to back home next week or not...:) I hope that my mum and my dad doa is going to happen because they wanted me to go back home next week....Ya Allah I hope next week I can go back home and meet with that person....

Solemn day....

Today is really the day that I really don't have my mood...and I didn't even talk much with my friends....even at the class also I just keep silents...until my friends realizes that today I didn't talk much....she was asking me whether I'm fine or not...I just said to her that I'm just fine and nothing's wrong with me....but actually deep inside my heart I'm feeling really so awful today...sometimes I feel like I don't want to study at here anymore....but I'm still at here because of my parents..and I feel like I'm really going to waste my first semester just like that...just 1 month left(I'm not sure coz I didn't count it) I'm going to go through my final exams....just wish me a good luck everyone....

Trying to forget about this one person....

I wanna try to forget about this one person...because this person already make me feel a little bit upset...so trying my best to forget about that person...that person also acting so arrogant these days..so deserve that person right...definitely when I'm coming home next week I won't talk with that person...just wanna see how that person going to treat me when I'm at ther...

The tears won't stop falling....

These two days I don't know why I really miss my home so badly....I wanna meet my mum and my dad and also my brother...maybe this happen because the dorm life at here was really sucks...every night they're making programmes...when I can find the time for me to read books??for of course after getting back to dorm after class is really tired...the first thing that I'm trying to do for of course getting some rest....I don't know why the dorm life at here was really sucks...if I compared at this place with other places...they don't really have a lot of programs during at night...even on Saturday and Sunday I can study at here..but I can't because of the activities they did...for what purpose they doing that??it won't give any benefit to us....does this university life/ dorm life is just like this??if it a yes I feel a little bit regret wanted to further my studies...

Impossible...

Between me and you I feel it is really impossible..because I think that you don't feel like what I feel...my heart feel the same just like this songs...